The Faithfulness of God Can Come in A Burrito

It was our church’s mid-week prayer meeting and children’s program, followed by our praise team practice. Since I helped with the children’s program on Wednesday evenings, I had gone early to set up and get ready for the kids to arrive.

 

Entering the worship center, our worship pastor sat at his piano, practicing for Sunday’s songs. I laid down my things on a chair in the back row and walked to the front row and sat down. It was quiet and no one else had arrived yet. I figured I had about five minutes until kids began to show up.

 

It had been a hectic day. It had been a last couple of harried months. What used to be known as normal no longer seemed to exist. I was having to adjust to a new normal, except that every day changed dramatically and the new normal was fuzzy and inconsistent. Nothing seemed firm or consistent and the older I became the more I didn’t like change or being flexible.

 

Finances were rocky. Clarity over job situations and ministry opportunities were hazy. Relationships seemed shaky. Our family situation was in a very major transition as all the kids were back at home after all being gone for a year or better. Jobs were scarce and the kids were all biding their time in the shelter of mom and dad’s until they could find one or wait for school to start up again. We had gone from 2 to 6 overnight and it was proving to be an unexpected adjustment when these kids left as kids and came back with minds and independent spirits all their own.

 

And so I sat there with my eyes closed and just listened to the music.

 

Shortly after, he finished the song he had been playing and I asked if I could make a request.

 

“Sure.” Little did he know how God would use his gift.

 

“Would you play ‘Great Is Thy Faithfulness’?”

 

And so, after a second “Sure”, he began to play and I closed my eyes. As he played, my mind reflected on the words I had learned as a child…

 

Great is Thy faithfulness

Oh God my Father,

There is no shadow

Of turning with Thee.

Thou changest not,

Thy compassions they fail not

As Thou hast been,

Thou forever will be.

Summer and winter

And springtime and harvest

Sun, moon and stars with their courses above,

Join with all nature in manifold witness

To Thy great faithfulness, mercy and love.

Great is Thy faithfulness,

GREAT is Thy faithfulness,

Morning by morning new mercies I see,

All I have needed Thy hand hath provided,

Great is Thy faithfulness,

Lord unto me.

 

I sat there and soaked up those words – words of truth.

 

All I have needed, Your hands have provided.

 

My thoughts took me back to earlier in the day at a favorite local restaurant.

 

My son had gone with me to a widow’s house in our church, to help clean up her yard. Three hours later and a pick up bed full of garbage, we left for the dump. After unloading, I told my son that I wanted to take him to lunch.

 

Being faith supported stateside missionaries, our budget ran extremely tight from month to month and the last few months had been a bit tighter than usual. But, I wanted to take him to lunch for being such a help to me and had told him to pick the spot. And so we went to his favorite Mexican restaurant.

 

We stood in the line with others who had come for lunch. In front of me was a gentleman who watched as my quesadilla was being made.

 

“What is that she’s making?” he asked, looking on.

 

“A quesadilla” I replied.

 

“Boy that looks good,” he said.

 

“Yep,” I answered, “It’s really good, but then,” I added, “it’s all good!”,

 

He stepped to the cash register to pay for his meal and shortly after him, we stepped up to the register to do the same.

 

“Drinks?” the host asked.

 

“Two small drinks.”

 

“That will be $2.17.”

 

I stood there dumbfounded.

 

“That can’t be right. We had this and this,” I said as I pointed to our meals.

 

“It’s still $2.17. The gentleman in front of you paid for your meals.”

 

I glanced over toward the front window where he was sitting and then looked at my son.

 

“Go ahead and sit down. I’ll be right back.”

 

I walked over to where this gentleman sat. “I wanted to thank you for what you did.”

 

He smiled and said it had been his pleasure.

 

“You can’t imagine the blessing that was to us,” I said.

 

“You’re very welcome. Every once in a while God tells me to do something like that and so I do it. That was one of those times.”

 

After a few more words were exchanged, I went and sat with my son and we had a wonderful lunch together.  For only $2.17…

 

My mind returned to the music as I sat there in the first rows of the worship center, and tears filled my eyes.

 

Because God is indeed faithful.

 

Because all I had ever need, His hand does provide.

 

He proved it anew earlier in the day through a man I had never met before and will most likely, never know this side of heaven. And He was showing me anew, as our worship pastor played that old hymn, all we need – His hand provides.

 

It was a reminder of God’s goodness.  A reminder of His faithfulness.  And, it was a reminder of His merciful love.

 

Yes, great is Your faithfulness indeed, dear Lord. Great is Your faithfulness, Lord unto me!

How has God shown His faithfulness in your life lately?

 


How Big God Is

Today at church, the message was about just ‘who’ this Jesus of the Bible is.  Is he just someone who died on the cross?  Is he just a friend?  Is he your ‘homeboy’?

Yes and no.  Like the pastor, referring to Jesus as your ‘homeboy’ (or I’d go so far as to say even your ‘buddy’ of ‘pal’) gets to me.  I remember when I was in high school, the pastor’s son was studying to be a pastor and he had come home for the holidays and preached while he was there.  He spoke about how he and his ‘buddies’ pray to Jesus, their ‘buddy’.  In my mind, I remember thinking there was something wrong with that.  It just didn’t set right.  After today’s message, I think I know why.

Jesus isn’t our ‘buddy’ or our ‘pal’ or our ‘homeboy’.  He is so much more.  Yes, a friend, a companion, but then again – so much more.  Pastor Tanner read from Hebrews, chapter one… “In these last days, God is speaking to us by his Son, whom he appointed heir of all things, and through whom he made the universe.  The Son is the radiance of God’s glory and the exact representation of his being, sustaining all things by his powerful word.  After he provided purification for sins, he sat down at the right hand of the Majesty of heaven.  So he became as much superior to the angels as the name he has inherited is superior to theirs.” [Hebrews 1: 1-4]

The Son is the radiance of God’s glory, the exact representation of his being, sustaining all things by his powerful word.  Doesn’t that just give you chills?  I wonder if Peter or James, Paul or Mary ever once knew who it really was who stood before them day after day?  Did they ever truly realize it was God himself who talked with them in the gardens, walked with them along the shores of Galilee, ate with them at the supper table?  Did Martha ever put her dish towel down long enough to look into the eyes of Christ and get it?

This man, this being who is the image of God – who made the world – this visible image of an invisible God – was/is the exact representation of God.  They stood before the Creator, the Sustainer, the Alpha and Omega, the Comforter, Provider, Savior, Healer of all.  To see Jesus was to see the Father.  He radiated the Father.  He didn’t reflect the Father – He radiated him because – He was Him!  He was three ‘persons’ – Father, Son, and Holy Spirit – but just one essence. This is one of those times I am overcome with awe.  I am speechless.

God had absolutely nothing to gain by coming to earth to save us.  He could have gone about each day as before.  Just Him and the angels, singing praises, not having to listen to His people whine and pout all the time because things aren’t going the way they want it to.  To see the devastation of those He created – by those He created.

In the Old Testament God required a sacrifice upon the altar of the shedding of blood to cover the sins of His people.  This purification process cleansed them from the outside in.  By the sacrifice Jesus made on the cross, the purification process for us changed.  No longer would there be a need for sacrifices.  No longer would cleansing come from the outside in.  Now, because of the shedding of Christ’s blood for us – God’s own Son – the new purification process came from the inside out.

This man, this God, this One who is holy, pure, unstained, and sovereign – He holds the entire universe in His hands and can sustain it all with a mere word.  A powerful word.  I remember contemplating on a verse from the book of Psalms: “He lifts His voice, the earth melts.” [Psalm 46:6].  Another thought that brings you to your knees.

I don’t know about you, but when I give myself time to think about such things, I cannot comprehend it.  It is too much.  There is such a picture of awe and reverence.  I’ve heard a saying, “The closer you get to God, the more sinful you realize you are.”  Pastor Tanner put a twist on that…

The more we grow in our walk with the Lord, the more we realize how great he really is.  And, the ‘bigger’ we get in our walk, the bigger He’ll be.

We haven’t even scratched the surface of God’s glory.

The Ducks on the Golf Course

yellow columbineI am sitting outside on the patio at my in-laws, watching five female mallards frantically eat something in the lawn of the golf course that butts up to their back yard.  I have watched them, on and off now, for about thirty minutes.

A couple of them are laying down eating.  Yet, their speed is the same as the other three – fast and furious.  It’s as if they are going to starve if they don’t eat their share.  It’s as if they are going to be caught in darkness if they don’t eat quickly as the sun sets.  It’s as if they don’t want to let anyone else enjoy the feast they have found.  It’s as if they know something I don’t.

That final thought is what occurred to me as I saw them, without warning of danger, without any movement to frighten then, scamper quickly off to the side of the third hole and head for the bushes. Within ten seconds, the sprinklers came on.  I laughed.  They did know something I didn’t.

It reminds me of two things…

God takes care of us: Look at the birds. They don’t plant or harvest or store food in barns, for your heavenly Father feeds them. And aren’t you far more valuable to him than they are? Matthew 6:26

We are of more valuable than the birds that fly through the air or scavenge the earth for something to eat. Sometimes it can feel as though we are walking this path alone – foraging for a job, hoping to be healed of a disease, seeking restoration of a relationship.  If God cares so much about a duck in the grass that He has provided for his (or her) every need, won’t he do at least that, if not more, for you?

To be alert: No one knows about that day or hour, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father. Be on guard! Be alert! Mark 13:31-333a

Perhaps those ducks were frantic because they were on guard.  They somehow knew that soon the water would pop from the ground and burst forth and didn’t want to be caught without their umbrellas.  They knew they must hurry.  They knew their time was at hand.

A farfetched idea, but you get the point.  I wonder if I am so alert and on guard.  After all, ducks don’t know how to tell time so that they know when to exit the greens.  But, I do believe they just might detect the rushing water coming closer and know it’s a sign to make haste.  Just maybe.

Maybe enough to paint a picture for me to be reminded that I want to live so that I am not anxious about tomorrow because I know by Father in heaven cares more about me than the ducks he takes care of.  And maybe enough to paint a picture for me to be reminded to be on guard and alert to His Son coming to take me home.

Yes, I will rest in knowing that while we wait for our glorious exit, He will continue to care for us and meet our every need.