Which Will You Choose?

Trust is work. It does not come easy. Whoever tries to convince you otherwise has little faith and I believe that wholeheartedly.

To live a life of gratitude, of thankfulness and joy – those are the conduits that produce trust. But – not just any trust. A trust in a loving, sovereign God who has never failed. To say He never will fail is right and good, but we cannot put our trust in a God who never will fail unless we have first seen that He never has failed. We must utilize a trust that is deliberate and focused on this loving God that turns evil into good. A God that paints a rainbow in a dark, cloudy, drippy sky and calls it a promise. A God that painfully watches His son nailed to a cross and calls it redemption for an undeserving people.

Yet, why is our first and foremost, our fastest reaction – worry? Fear? Is it something we have learned in the classroom of Life-Lessons On Trust and yet because we somehow missed the first class, and to trust first never seemed to make sense? Why have we so easily learned the sin of stress over the treasure of trust? And someone tell me – why is it so doggone easy to fret and choose failure over faith?

I sit at the airport and watch the planes take off and land and I wonder – how many people on Flight 93 on September 11th, 2001, were fretting when Todd Beamer stated, “Let’s roll!”? They had a mission. They could have been filled with fear and yet, I honestly believe they were filled with courage in those final moments. There is no room for fear in courage and they were filled with a courage that charged against the demons of darkness that desperately tried to steal their faith and keep them huddling in their fear. Instead, they gripped that fear by the horns, cast it furlong into a field of thistles and thorns and millions called it good while at the same time mourning those who trusted in a higher and a greater cause.

Imagine a faith – a supernatural courage that can come from a life who is trusting in a superior, infinite, and sovereign God who has spent an eternity blessing His children (even though they have lived oblivious to that goodness). Imagine what can happen when they begin to catch a glimpse of the small. The once mundane that now has become magnificent. No – miraculous. Imagine when they don’t merely notice, but voice their thankfulness – their gratitude for the gifts they now receive.

It is when we begin to search for the little things that we begin to see the little things are not so very little. What once I walked past in ignorance (yes, ignorance) – the delicateness of nature, the complexities of creation, and the exquisiteness of life itself – it now shouts out in celebration of its very wonder. Why? Because I have begun to look for not just the little things in life that hold that incredible wonder, but all things. And… give thanks.

Could it be that when we look for all things in which to express gratitude that we find a plethora of ‘things’ in which to give thanks, we begin to develop a life of thanksgiving? For, it is in that very smallness that thanksgiving breeds joy and joy reels in anxiety and worry. The smallness dissipates doubt. It casts light upon the darkness and whispers ‘Live in this moment.’ It speaks, ‘Choose joy.’

Truth is the beginning of trust. They are built upon the same principal – putting faith in a loving God. A loving God who has proven He is trustworthy. He has proven it with a rainbow, a burning bush, a cross. When we can see those things – really see them – then we can and will unabashedly give thanks. And thanksgiving will produce joy.

That’s the truth. And the truth sets people free. Free to see. Free to live the way we were meant to live. Without fear. Full of joy.

- Sherri

I Will Fear No Evil

the dark of the night

in the valley of the shadows

i will fear no evil

though it surrounds me

invisibly

from all around

i will fear no evil

in the dark of the night

though my body trembles

and my heart it shakes

still

i will fear no evil

in the dark of night

when my mind dances

as a winter storm

loosed from its chains

still

i will fear no evil

when the dark of the night

threatens to consume my soul

to lay me outstretched

naked before the world

still

i will fear no evil

for the dark of the night

will turn its ugly face

to the light of the morning

and there

there

i will feel no

i will see no

i will fear no

there will be

no more evil

Accept or Ignore – Click One

peach-blossom-1Somewhere, for some reason, within the last 24 hours, I wrote that PD can be both a blessing and a curse. As I wrote that first sentence, I remembered where, but it’s irrelevant. Anyhow, a few months ago, I was contacted by the PR person at Parkinson’s Disease Foundation and asked to write an article about my life with PD and so, to make a long story short, I kind of forgot about it. However, it was released today.

Today. The day before I felt I had nothing to offer. Two days before I had pronounced myself an invalid in the future, while driving through the beautiful countryside with my husband. A week before that, I felt I was losing all hope, as I hadn’t seen my little Boo for almost two very long weeks.

Then today, having forgotten about that article, I received three emails (hey – that’s a lot!) from people I don’t know that had read it already today and that they had been blessed.

And you know what else happened?

I was looking over the tweets on Twitter yesterday and something happened. There was a tweet about fear by Max Lucado. It spoke straight to my heart. It wasn’t a coincidence and it rebirthed the hope that I allowed to be suffocated by fear. Fear that said I have nothing to offer – including my writing.

So, as you can do with Twitter, I tweeted him back and said, ‘Thanks – I needed that’.

Then you know what happened? He asked to be my friend on a social networking site I frequent. Max Lucado… my friend?!?

There’s no need to point out that he is friends to thousands of others and that he’s become friends to thousands more probably within the last five minutes. There’s no need to mention that he wouldn’t know me from Elmo if I were walking down a street. However, I relished in the fact that Max (we’re on a first name basis now, because that’s how friends are) wanted to be my friend, even if he doesn’t know who in the world I am. So, after prayerfully considering this new request for one milli-second, I pushed the accept button.

Which brings me to my point…

God is calling all of us to be His friend. To believe that even though there are countless other souls He’s calling after, He calls to us as if we were the only one He wants. He wants us to get to know Him better. Spend time with Him. What will we answer? Will we click ‘accept’ and get to chatting and spending time with Him, or will we click ‘ignore’ and maybe reconsider at a later date (if we have more time)?

God is calling us. He’ll keep calling until we click on ‘accept’ and begin developing an authentic, relevant and deepening relationship with Him. He’s not going to give up. Until then, we can keep pushing ‘ignore’, but He’ll be there waiting.  Just for you.

His,

Sherri